🔗 Share this article Excruciating Pain: A Personal Struggle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches It was a gloomy Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable. The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that lasts for several hours. Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods. What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free. One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center. Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads. Ancient healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this. In 1998, scientists published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better. Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints. Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased. Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people. But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals. The national guidelines need revising to reflect a